I try so hard.

My head hemorrhages thoughts
Sometimes pleading with my god to put a smile on your face makes me realize that I’ve forgotten about my own.
I need someone’s help. I have being doing this on my own for so long that I numb myself from asking for things I need.

I’m falling apart.
They’re falling apart.

All I want is for someone to come here right when I need them and tell me it’s hard but it’ll be ok. Life’s struggles are solitary……

I just don’t want to be alone.

Disappointed.